Hell-O

So I am kind of new to this, and the least amount of help from you guys would be greatly appreciated. I have a lot of time on my hands and I have a lot of issues that I would love to discuss here and hear every one's opinion and different ideas.I am blogging mainly because I am frustrated and I have no one who will actually hear me out and keep their mouth shut. Everyone I talk to has to chew guy out loud, look around, or interrupt me for stupid comments, this is all while I am pouring my heart out to them. LOL. But on here, I can say all I want to say and you are obligated to read it ALL , before you can respond or comment. O hatha il ma6loob 7abaybee!! (That’s all I need)

I am 19, and my life is COMP-LEE-KAY-TED!!!! You have no idea. I decided to blog because…Well, I don’t know why, but I am thinking of writing about my life (as in write a book about my life) because frankly, I have a lot to say!! All my friends left to study abroad, and I do NOT get along well with my family AT ALL!! So when I decided to write in a diary (which was a great way of letting everything out) my mother decided to "accidentally" stumble on it and read it and translate it into Arabic and possibly share it with someone. So I decided to "blog" my diary, none of you know who I really am, and if you suspect my identity (YA ANA!!! :P 7SAIT INEE 007), you wont ever be sure of who I am. So what the hell..?! I might as well let it out and hope you guys will read and understand where I am coming from and NOT judge because, again, I am only doing because it’s a way for me to let it all out. (Plus my mother won't ever read this because she isn't exactly into technology, So yaaay for me) Anyway!! I will start from the beginning, so if I ramble on or you feel bored feel free to exit my page at any time.

I am full Kuwaiti, My mother and father are cousins and I am an only child.My mother had a crush on her cousin (my father) and he felt the same, so finally he asked for her hand in marriage. My mother had female cousins also and as you (Arabs) all know that 10, 20, 30 years ago, your best friend was your sister or cousin or even a relative. So my moms BFF's were her cousins. There was this one person that my mom favored, her name is Salwa. My mother trusted her with every little secret and so did Salwa they were closer than sisters.

Any way, so after a while my mom and dad got married and they were so happy to finally be together etc. Now bare in mind, that since my mother and father are cousins, and my mother and her best friends are cousins, so then they are all related some how. My mothers BFF's kept visiting her and they were so happy for her, all together they were probably 5, 6 that my mom considered as BFF/cousins and they came to see her every once in a while, because she was the first one out of the bunch to get married and they were all so young (18-23 years old). But since Salwa was my mother's favorite of course she was the only one who would be confident enough to visit each day, sometimes more than once. And my mother noticed that Salwa and my father were getting along, which made her happy. My mother always said I don’t want a husband or a best friend that will force me to chose one day whether I want my best friend or my husband, so them getting along was making my mother happy.

After a while, Salwa had to travel, I don’t remember why, but she had to go to Syria and Lebanon with her family for a while. So obviously they kept in touch (her and my mother). They would record on a cassette all they wanted to say and send it to each other; they would send letters and pictures of random things. Then after a (longer) while, Salwa stopped contacting my mother, so my mother got worried. Since they were related of course my mother would hear from family about what Salwa and her family are doing. My mother was worried and disappointed, she was confused, like are her letters being ignored by Salwa , or is Salwa's family keeping the letter's because they read something they didn’t like, she even suspected that the letters were not reaching Salwa at all. So my mother decided to be "cool" hehe and record a VIDEO!! Yes!!!! A VIDEO and send the tape to Salwa !!! :D

So she thought about it for a few days and got the camera ready and started recording, she was pregnant with me at the time I believe (she either just found out she was pregnant or maybe a few days after recording the video she knew, I am not sure) Any way she was recording and she was getting carried away and all then my grand mother walks in, looks at the camera and tells my mother to shut it off NOW! My mother was flabbergasted so she turned it off and sat with my grand mother. Can any one guess what my grand mother was saying to mother?!

I would love to continue, but I would like to see your responses and see who gets this right; also I want to know if anyone at allllllll is interested in reading this. I don’t want to waste my time and right on here and feel like am writing to a brick wall lol. So GUESS what my grand mother said to my mother?! Inshalla in a few days I will check on your responses and continue!

Let me tell you min al7een, NONE of you will guess right!!

Note: Don’t Hate it / love it, Just Enjoy it. Peace!